2009/06/02

You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love made me forget about the signs.
So now what do I do?
Now that I know that we're through.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Too late, sorry.
I didn't even have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Was this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Forget about me
I really loved you.

Little Bit - Forget About Me



2009/06/01

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby
But I figured you out
And you think it would be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
Oh no, no, no.

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got to share your secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright,
But watched our love fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby,
Like I did before
You're not sorry.
No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.
No, no. Oh.



2009/05/28

There was once when a schoolfriend asked Haidir how long are we been together..W/O thinking he just reply that we are already going out for 3 years..His friend was shocked and asked him to think again but Haidir still insisted it was 3 years..So as we are walking home Haidir asked me the same qns.all i reply was i wasn't that VERY sure..So we started to do the counting..And to our surprise hahaha we are already going to 5years together..that long!!!and we lost count of it..hahah..i was telling my sis about it.She laughed at me..paiseh man!!..

We was talking about this couple who got interview for being a not so perfect couple..hahaha..we was joking about us should be the one getting the title..haha..We are perfect but not that perfect couple..should i put it this way?..haha..

Those days..
we were taking about how we ended up together,the fling,anger and smile..Forgive and forget was pretty much easy that time..
we are so much in love that a minor mistake wasn't that hurtful back then..
my fling..my mistake..my behavior..wasn't that very much matter back then,everything was perfect for him..
Every morning we would be walking to school hand-in-hand,laughing and joking..
Everyday we would be sitting around and talking about funny jokes and people..
And we would never be sick and tired of hearing stories..

We wasn't serious about each other..26 of each month wasn't really matter to us..We don't go all out to get each other a gift.and sometime 26 will passed unnoticed..
those was the days..

And now 6 years of courtship wasn't that simple..break-up and patching up are part and parcel of our life..We do quarreled over a simple things..Friends and family members are sick and tired of hearing things that we broke up..Coz every time it happened the very next day we are back again together..it like impossible for us.. Sometimes i do feel like as though i just get to know him yesterday..everything was a new beginning for us..everything is a new him..

How sweet was school that time.. how romantic we are..we miss that time..
now....hmmm..
hahaha..
we still do love each other very much..very very much..

some advice for the broken heart..love may be hurtful sometime,try out you will never know how sweet it will be..if ever u failed in the relationship,don't give up,as there always been a saying that don't give up a forest over a flower..there are many plenty of ppl out there are worth of our love..keep on searching and never give up..don't always assume he or her is a right one..

a very long one..

ya..Spore is having the first case of H1N1...im afraid more is coming up..let's hope ppl do take extra precaution and fight this crazy killer like we do during the SARS period..aza aza fighting!!!!..mcm paham la Sharifah..